Hundreds, thousands
Fill up the streets, just around you
Millions, Billions
Walk on the same planet, nothing but new
In this life I am seeing ever so differently
In this world of Sameness, it maybe just me

07/04-05/2014: Sudden Meet-Up and Shebby’s Birthday Celebration

Because it’s a late post, here’s a summary:

  • The kind of rain that I like.
  • Sudden reunion with high school buddies (I tell you what, reunions are better unplanned)
  • Dinner @ Jollibee ‘til 9 PM
  • So much fun.
  • So much laughter.
  • Motor ride home with Rex and Lourence Kate, thank you Rex
  • My best friend celebrated her 19th birthday (July 03)
  • "This gift? Or that gift?" with Estephanie
  • Japanese Siomai
  • Huge burgers and Buffalo wings kind of lunch @ Fat Kid Inside
  • BFF Fries @ McDo ‘til 8:30 PM
  • And…. dramatic ending. zzz

And my own drama is, this will happen again in December, so yeah <//3

Photo credits: Lourence Kate and Klavy

Or maybe I shouldn’t
care so much about the us
What the future holds or
whatever the past carries with it
for I have a beautiful something new
to live in the present

with you, still



If I can’t relive it
in the future with you,
I just wouldn’t want to
live in the present
making happy memories
with you


And I know we won’t be
together, ever again

06252014: Another awesome Wednesday date.
Because of my one-class-each-morning-and-one-class-each-afternoon-except-Wednesday-with-only-one-class-in-the-morning kind of schedule, we only had Wednesday afternoons to meet. And we only had few this summer before they leave for Manila as their classes resume in UST. But we make sure that we make every Wednesday count. With our laughter and stories and food trip and, of course, expenditures (LOL). And today, the rain made it special getting us wet and laughing about it. Haha! So much love for these two!

06252014: Another awesome Wednesday date.

Because of my one-class-each-morning-and-one-class-each-afternoon-except-Wednesday-with-only-one-class-in-the-morning kind of schedule, we only had Wednesday afternoons to meet. And we only had few this summer before they leave for Manila as their classes resume in UST. But we make sure that we make every Wednesday count. With our laughter and stories and food trip and, of course, expenditures (LOL). And today, the rain made it special getting us wet and laughing about it. Haha! So much love for these two!

06182014: 18th with best buds Lourence Kate and Gerinne (late post because tumblr sucked for a week idk why)

Removed my birthday information on facebook and I got:

  • 2 advanced personal greetings (Shendy, Karen)
  • 6 personal greetings (Ate Grisham and Tatyana, Jayzon, Jowana, Lourence Kate, Gerinne)
  • 2 skype greetings (Mama Loui and Papa Zack from Canada on vacay)
  • 7 text greetings (Tita Deh, April, Tita Nida, Steph, Minette, Avielle, and Ate Aprille)
  • 1 facebook chat greeting (Klavy)
  • 1 belated text gretting (Jezaniah)

So few of them and special I thought I needed to name them. I knew this kind of thing would happen but I removed the info anyway. Glad because didn’t expect some of those who remembered. Disappointed that some close to me (there’s one that really upset me) that forgot.

BUT. All in all, with just these two (and there’s this random fact that we saw each other again just on my day after like half a year because aww they study in Manila and I don’t), my birthday was complete. We had so much fun reminiscing and talking about things and enough laughter to be able to celebrate limitless birthdays! Hells yeah :D

Can’t wait to get one of the best things an eighteen-year-old can get and be wiser and more independent and more of a human (HAHAHA) for being an eighteen year old now. Yee-ha!

Kill the darkness and
Let the fire light up, for a time
And let the beauty of the sparks hide the
Volcanoes burning with its own blood
Yet to cease and be eaten by darkness, again

How could you possibly just sit there and wear a shirt of the same color as mine and look so beautiful and perfect and perfectly beautiful and so happy and not mine?

I found myself thinking about the dance

One moment that most probably wouldn’t have another chance

About that afternoon I held you in my arms

  -

About how I wished it never last

A world with nothing else to think of but us

But heck time can’t help but run twice as fast

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About your sweet red lips and burning red dress

In the hands of a lost guy in green mess

A perfect nobody and a princess

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About how shy you look with eyes that won’t meet mine

With cheeks that burn, smile that shine

At the back of my smiles, “this beautiful perfection is mine”

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But just like how I can’t remember the songs we dance to

You’re no longer with me, nothing I can do

But never will I forget how it feels to be that close to you

Baby, I found myself, can’t help breaking, thinking about you