I close my eyes
and think
you’re still the one I love

I open my eyes
and realize
you’ve changed a lot

but I still love you the same

It’s hard to live trying or pretending not to care when, in fact, no matter how little, you do.

midnight thoughts

ynesterday:

Fall in love with
the sound of her
voice before
anything else;

it will be the first
thing you will lose
when she is
gone.

shellmakeafoolofyouall:

This kills me aw

shellmakeafoolofyouall:

This kills me aw

—forever

—forever

My heart talks about nothing but you.

Albert Camus, from The Just

Though I’d really like it to be, this was pretty sure not meant for me. But I will take it. Because I really need it. Not only for today but for these days of my life. Thank you….at least for this photo. *sigh*

Though I’d really like it to be, this was pretty sure not meant for me. But I will take it. Because I really need it. Not only for today but for these days of my life. Thank you….at least for this photo. *sigh*

Most times I wished I could start something over, with everything else in between destroyed to zero. Where nothing but a specific part of my life is changed to begin again. I can make it better then. This is one of those times. But life is something nobody can ever be prepared for.

midnight thoughts

A bouquet of clumsy words: you know that place between sleep and awake where you’re still dreaming but it’s slowly slipping? I wish we could feel like that more often. I also wish I could click my fingers three times and be transported to anywhere I like. I wish that people didn’t always say ‘just wondering’ when you both know there was a real reason behind them asking. And I wish I could get lost in the stars.

Listen, there’s a hell of a good universe next door, let’s go.

— E.E. Cummings